Today is an odd one. School starts again next week, no one is in the office and I struggle to get anything off my plate. In short I feel off and I am not sure what will help. It’s an odd feeling, like I’m a couple of degrees off center. But I can’t explain why or even what the symptoms are other than… well being off.

I’m contemplating getting a very early lunch, taking a nap or otherwise focusing my limited energy elsewhere (like this post). However the voice in the back of my skull is telling me to just push through it all. Let’s call the voice Andy. Andy is saying that this is temporary and that a little pain or suffering is required for growth. I’m sure he is right, I just need to buckle down and get shit done.

To that point next week I’ll be starting 75 hard again. Knowing what happened last time and how to avoid it will be invaluable in this second attempt, though there will likely be complications from the T2 diagnosis I’ll figure it out as I go along. Day 1 starts Thursday next week and I am ready for it and the results I hope to gain.

So I suppose it’s time to make a little food, and start kicking ass despite the feeling a little bit off today. Andy is right, as he usually is, and it’s time to step up and start taking names and kicking ass!