Tag: change
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There is no love in fear….

Listening to a little TOOL this morning and came across one of my favorite tracks. Pushit (Live) from the Salival album. It’s still not up on Spotify sadly I did find a YouTube upload to share. You can find it here. It is such a different song from the original that it really becomes its…
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Love and marriage love and marriage…

It’s T- about 6 hours till the civil union and I find myself reflecting on a few things. The first and foremost is just how different life has turned out for me than what I was told I would amount to (which was south of 0 according to some members of the family). I have…
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Lonely at the top?

I was listening to a podcast the other day talking about the process of leveling up your life. Real AF is the podcast in question. The host noted two things, that the process of becoming the 2.0 version of yourself if you will leaves you in a middle ground as your old friends leave and…
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For love of a good woman

So I broke an old vow of mine last week, one that remained from my childhood. I swore early and often that I would never wed. Be it misguided nuance or a real sort of fear it is hard to state how unfair marriage is for men in the US. The deck is stacked against…
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Will you revive from the chaos in my mind?
Seems I struck a cord with myself in the previous post. After a conversation with a bearded badass regarding the last post got me thinking a bit more in depth. Then I heard this lyric and something shifted in my mind. As we grow we look towards our elders for many things. Our parents we…
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Mentally I’m here
I write today from Estes Park, at the Stanley Hotel, currently enjoying a drink while I wait for the girlfriend to finish her massage. It is beautiful up here this time of year and I can’t think of a better way to celebrate a milestone anniversary than being here. The day of course has me…
